Beautiful and broken

I never held my hand out
And asked for something free
I got pride
I could roll out for miles in front of me
I don’t need your help
And I don’t need sympathy
I don’t need you to lower the bar for me

I know I’m Superwoman
I know I’m strong
I know I’ve got this ’cause I’ve had it all along
I’m phenomenal and I’m enough
I don’t need you to tell me who to be

Can someone just hold me?
Don’t fix me
Don’t try to change a thing
Can someone just know me?
‘Cause underneath
I’m broken and it’s beautiful

So wow, this song. I just completely stumbled across it with YouTube when just letting the music keep playing in a play list, and the words just completely hit me, kinda reminded me of me a tad, OK a lot!

I’ve gone through a lot in my life, somethings I would definitely love a do-over if I could, but to be honest, some I’m not so sure of. With every challenge I have faced, and every difficult road I have walked, they have all made me who I am today, and for that very reason, I don’t think I would change much. Yes my life was tough, yes I have experienced far too many losses, a lot of pain, and way more tough times than anyone will in an entire lifetime. But through all of that, it has made me exactly who I am, made me strong, made me realize exactly what I DON’T want, so I won’t waste my time, and also allowed me to live my life without taking things for granted and appreciating the little things, and the true friends I do have. So if there is one thing I can pass onto all of you, don’t fret on the little stuff, don’t waste your time holding onto the past, it is just that… the past. LIVE FOR NOW! Don’t take anything for granted, and make the best out of what you have! Life is too precious and short!

Body:         Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Head:        .LeLutka.Head.Aida

Skin:            [Glam Affair] Korina 

Hair:           DOUX – Zoe

Lipstick:     Ascendant

Top   :         Mimikri – Violet Ruched Dress @ Zodiac

Nails:          amias – Danna

Pose:        Le Poppycock *Necromantic* Mad Hungering

Scene:        -Garden- by anc “Narcissus” field 


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