We back

Oh boy… it has been awhile since I have really written anything out. So much has happened in these past two months, that I was barely able to deal with things, and just typing stuff out, was even too hard for me at times. And then when I finally thought things were getting better, I was excited that I finally reached the light at the end of the tunnel, I am not exaggerating, just hours later, my dog who was the love of my life, died in such a horrible way, that it honestly pushed me over the edge. In a two month period, I dealt with the following: (1) My mother having back surgery, helping her recover and then being rushed to the hospital and almost dying. For days she was touch and go, had other surgeries, and it was like that for about 4 weeks. (2) During the same time, I was dealing with my own diagnosis of Cervical Spinal Stenosis with a Frozen Shoulder. Good news was, they were able to put me on medication to treat the stenosis without surgery, at least for now. And was still undergoing tests for the Frozen Shoulder. (3) I moved IRL Then, things were getting better, mom was finally home and slowly improving. However she has some long term things we are still working on, but she is home! Thought my life was finally getting back to normal, and my dog had passed away. Last week I finally had the surgery on my shoulder as it was too extreme of a case, and I start my PT tomorrow morning. So yes, during this time, I have pretty much stuck to myself with the exception of a couple friends who wouldn’t let me and were there for me through some really dark times. I wasn’t able to just talk it up, or pretend everything is ok. I honestly had hit my limit and dealt with it the best I could. Lost a couple friends during that time too.. but guess that is when you realize, they weren’t really friends. But you also learn who those truly special ones are, and for that I am so grateful for <3

Head:           LeLutka.Head.Aida

Skin:             [Glam Affair] Lenora @ Collabor 88

Hair:             Truth – Horizon

Sweater:     iS Cozy Off Shoulder Cardigan @ Sad November

Pants:         Blueberry – Poppy Leggings

Boots:        *CK* Rudolph boots @ Tannenbaum

Pose:           Diversion – Cold Days @ Belle



Winter things

November 25, 2019

Everyday life

November 29, 2019